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Saturday, November 7, 2009

Today is Whatever I Want it to Mean

Step through any brilliant shades....it's fine just as it is. Today is whatever I want it to mean. Everything I took for granted - I want to see it through.

act justly
love mercy
walk humbly

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People are walking and talking resumes. Upon impression, selling in short order; living up to inflated potential. i admit, i catch myself walking in that same long line with others, showing off my best assets in thought that it will matter somehow to the other.

Tossing again and again...falling to my knees

Walking in circles, we do - (getting lost in where we start and where we begin). The music drones on and on in the head - louder and louder with each beat - we continue to walk, animate, and perform for the other. Topping out the list each time we step with who has most to offer, who has the most to balance; the most experience, the loudest voice, the biggest heart aches, and the music fills the gaps with excruciating rhythm that we can no longer concentrate - and yet, we continue, because that is what we know. We are fed. we are freed.

the pace quickens at times and there is a rush to succeed but again. The music finds a steady note and keeps its constant; allowing for a second in time for you to think and take notice of you. simply you. not the others around, not the feet you are following, not the circle within the performance. The music trickles and finds you at a stop. a complete stop. you don't notice the fall of the others. you are able to find yourself once again, take yourself out of the circle and BEGIN and START anew.

Drawing a line....jumping over....looking back at the others dusting off and continuing in their circuitous (i love that word) walk. You. Within your time of solitude, you break away with tensile strength; cognizant of that time to come - the time, without warning, you will be back within the circle, wondering how you got there.

act justly
love mercy
walk humbly

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Fly.. .... .... ....

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'cause i came here with a load and it feels so much lighter since i met you.

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Where do we go? Nobody knows. God give me style and give me grace.....God put a smile upon my face :) (smile)........ya!!!!

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